Correct me if I am wrong, but being a mom with no help can just get on your nerves… All the joys of motherhood aside, I really really wish I could take 2 days off from being a mom and just be me again… Or maybe its just the cold and cough taking its toll on me… Its almost as if I have lost my ability to think. The only thing I really can think about, is a cool vacation where I can sleep uninterrupted for at least 8 hrs.
This experience is made of extremes. It takes me to the zenith and nadir at the same time.
Its a lot of things…. rewarding, frustrating, exhilarating, hectic, happy, tiring, and basically stupendofantabulosly amazing. Especially, when she croons or smiles, it blows me away.
I wouldn’t change it for anything in the world… Except for maybe, u know, the 8 hrs sleep, better health, more time for myself. … ahhh… I can go on!
But at least I have this… A place where I can share my feelings and know I am not alone. I wonder how all the other moms like me without help hold it all together.
Kudos to them!!!